The Last Chapter: RefLeCtiOnS

2004-02-04T21:55:00.000+08:00

its been a while since i've updated this thingy, i was planning to give up blogging but remembered i started all this for my english. dont think it has helped much, but i hope to c e improvements in my grades gradually. hmmm.. sa's getting better as e days go by. Howvever, im thinking of leaving e school for others if my results are good enough. my day was super extremely hyper! i have no idea

2004-01-17T11:58:00.000+08:00

ahHHH.. e sun is getting stronger and stronger.. its definately coz i wanted to go swimming. not fair. but i guess it wldnt rain today coz im going to meet bbb ltr on before going down to embassy. yup.. juz watched teenage mutant ninja turtles. nthng much for me to do now besides blogging. went out with jan and her cjc frens yesterday to catch cheaper by the dozen for e second time! liwen joined

2004-01-13T22:01:00.000+08:00

bbb cldnt take e same bus as me this morning.. he cldnt make it in time. GP lecture officially started today, it scared me a little, coz i have a feelling it'll be sthng like lit. and hu doesnt noe i hate literature?!?! my english is horrid! and.. tt's y i subscribed for newsweek. i tried reading one copy, but i cld onli find few articles tt caught my attention. MS casey didnt give us e lecture

2004-01-12T22:06:00.000+08:00

ok.. today was boring boring boring.. except e part when bbb appeared. yes, he's e most beautiful part of my sajc life. ok, enough abt him. hmmm.. i got my first lecture frm e lecturer in e lecture theatre during lecture. <--- tongue twister. im not realli sure whether he was refering to me or e girl sitting in front, however, she said she wasnt toking e second time he reprimanded me.. " e

2004-01-09T22:21:00.000+08:00

was supposed to go to my uncle's hse for dinner, but changed my mind at e last minute coz my closest cousin couldnt make it... and as i was afraid to suffer boredom, i decided to have macaroni at home.<--- bland. blechh. lessons begun today. as expected, the lecturers introduced e topic and laid ground rules for e JC1s. i had a realli sissy and nasty GP lecturer who apparantly suffered a bad

2004-01-06T22:00:00.000+08:00

dont feel like blogging today. so i'll make it short. i had a long day, longest day so far. had some stupid OG meeting after school, stayed till 5.45 k. and sch was suppose to end at 4.50!! well, today was much more interesting den yesterday, though it wasnt FUN FUN, if u noe wad i mean. erm, n they left our outdoor station games to e last. But, i prefer playing those mass games which involves

2004-01-03T23:17:00.000+08:00

it's e weekend again! suppose to go down to school this morning to buy PE attire, but bbb did it for me. he came over at abt 2 plus, he had lunch here. when he passed me e SAINTS t-shirt, i kept smiling to myself when i brought it to my room, at tt moment, i knew all this wasnt a dream any more. im finally a saint... after all tt, he accompanied me to c e doc. first time i went to c e doc by

2004-01-02T20:31:00.000+08:00

My first day in st. andrew;s junior college! yay! haha.. yup, tt's our cohort's cheer... "gimmie a Y, gimmie an A, gimmie a Y... blablabla...". quite retarded, but in a fun way la, i guess... e OGLs r as weird as e cheer.. and they're over enthu abt evrything! and i mean everything! they're having more fun den e J1s... ven and i didnt get into e same orientation grp but everything didnt turn out

2003-12-31T15:08:00.000+08:00

haha.. li, nxt time u shld stay till e party ends. den u wldnt miss a thing.. e fight didnt last for long unfortunately, i guess ur cousin alreadi told u wad happened.. i just visited kyna's and beverly's blog and they're still calling me kelly welly!!! omg!! those 2 little idiots. im gonna squish u guys e nxt time i c u.. Its new year's eve! and my new year's resolution is: not to be

2003-12-31T00:50:00.000+08:00

juz came back frm town.. yes, boring old town. but all thanks to loolooliwen, it wasnt so bad after all. However, since e return frm hanoi, i feel tt Singapore stuff r reaLLi expensive!! aargh, hesitated before deciding to go back to e shop e nxt time.. ooh, i found MY skirt!! i've been looking for one since forever, and i found it!!! =p met quite a few dancers today... sam and rox( as usual

2003-12-27T23:12:00.000+08:00

im angry. not happi. pissed. not my fault. y doesnt he wanna chat 2nite and want to wait till tmr when i return? =(

2003-12-27T19:39:00.000+08:00

My dad's driver looks like Takeshi Kaneshiro. esp his eyes and his long golden hair. haha, i realised tt when i sat behind e driver's seat where u can onli c his eyes in e rear mirror. However, i dont c why pple think tt jap guy is good looking. not a fan of long haired guys or jap celebraties. Im soooo excited to return to Singapore! cant wait to sleep in my baby blue bouncy cozy bed! ahhh!

ONCE A SAINT ALWAYS A SAINT

2003-12-26T20:58:00.000+08:00

its a miracle! my appeal to sa was a success.. i seriously didnt expect this. it was overwhelming... heard abt e news frm jan when i came back frm a silk factory. alina got e call frm e school on her birthday!!! it's my lucky day.. all thanks to alina. well, i put her number on e contact list as i'm in hanoi. i love u, alina!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! oh, and happy boxing day as well. =p haha. Perhaps e

2003-12-26T12:36:00.000+08:00

sigh.. i thot i've forgotten abt going to cjc for e 1st three mnths, but i had a dream... i dreamt tt i recieved a letter frm cjc saying congratulations. there was so much joy in me at tt point of time.. But back to reality... e more i think abt it e more i think going down on monday wld be way too late, but i muz noe i tried my very best. And if i STILL cant get in, i'll go to town jc... i heard

2003-12-25T20:48:00.000+08:00

yay! my blog's cured! all thnx to doctor sheila. sadly, im all alone in hanoi club room. but my parents and i wld be going out for 'Christmas' dinner. poor bbb's is at ven's hse.. and she's torturing him like a turkey! On Christmas day, Kelly woke up at 10.45am(Singapore time) just to go down to e ceremic village. e ceremic stuff r realli beautiful and delicate. and we were spoilt for choice,

2003-12-24T18:39:00.000+08:00

im a millionaire here in hanoi.. haha...we juz spent hundreds of thousands today while shopping, my mum bought alot of things again! most of them for her frens, she bought abt 4 to 5 of each product, she's got e spend thrift disease! my parents r deciding where to go for x'mas dinner now. there're not many places to go in vietnam and u cant feel any christmas spirit as well. I bought liwen a

e fate of kelly tan

2003-12-23T21:33:00.000+08:00

How can i smile when i've got no where to go? wad m i suppose to do when i feel helpless? hu m i suppose to look for when evryone else is gone and have found their way? i cant even confide to e one e trust e most... i feel so lost.. i cant do anything to salvage e situation.. i cant even cry? it wldnt help one bit. maybe i deserve it. maybe i do. help. this sucks. im stuck in this stupid room.

2003-12-23T17:52:00.000+08:00

my dad's laptop can finally work! unfortunately, its quite slow, so it'll be quite irritating to play GB.. and tt is if i can dl it by tonight! YUP, watching alicia key's diary rite now on mtv. might be going to e club's salon ltr on to do my nails!! yay! i went shopping today with my mum and this lady hu works here, her english is much better den my tour guide i got yesterdae. i cldnt catch most

2003-12-21T19:08:00.000+08:00

im in hanoi now.. im so relieved tt there's internet access here. plus its free, coz it'll all be charged to my dad's account. phewf! vietnamese is distorted chinese.. quite a weird language. but fun to listen to.. i still havent gotten a call frm cjc. i wonder if they have called any1 yet. hope not.. kinda worried as im e 2nd on e list of 'appealers' and e 23rd is e last day for them to call.

2003-12-20T22:51:00.000+08:00

its been a realli long time since i blog. noe y? coz i've been hooked to e game my brother was playing e whole day e last time i made an entry. aniwae, i realli like to play gunbound now. i even dreamt of it one afternoon while taking my afternoon nap. at least i've foung sthng to do besides being ms potato couch. Rerently, i've been trying to get all my frens to play with me, hehe, im going to

2003-12-12T21:07:00.000+08:00

wet wet wet... i think its coz i was scolding e sun at noon coz it was shinning directly at me when i didnt want it to. stupid sun! always going against my wishes. but nvm.. i went to the crib today, we watched american pie: the wedding. it was extremely disgusting! finally a day out after TWO long days of being Ms couch potato. listening to beauty and the beast now.. realli soothing song.. ok,

2003-12-07T00:15:00.000+08:00

Yet another day spent alone at home. bbb dropped by after his tennis training to have lunch with me at a coffee shop opposite my house. If it werent for him, I wldnt have known there's a mini 'Bishan Central' near my hse. I think this is the first time we're seeing each other almost every day of the week. I like it though. Yup, in another 58 hrs or so, it'll be our First Year Anniversary. Cant

2003-12-03T13:57:00.000+08:00

im bored!!! ahhh.. first day im staying home all day after e Os. yup, nthng much going on in my life.. tv, bbb, munching on snacks, tagboard not working again, sore throat... n im realli running out oF cash!!! im reaching tt amt which im not suppose to touch soon.. plus x'mas is coming n i dun wanna do last minute shopping (<---not very fun)... i have an idea of wad i'll b getting for my deareast

2003-12-01T00:01:00.000+08:00

*yawnz* waiting for bbb's call.. poor B* had to wake up at 9+ though he onli arrived at dreamland at 5+ am n had to work till 10! sigh.. but aniwaez, serves him rite for not listening to me! told him to leave embassy earli but did he listen to mi?! NO~~ btw, embassy was fun.. i used a 20 yr old id.. min, daph n i were so excited when we cld get in.. ya,ya.. suakus rite. but we cldnt help it. we

2003-11-22T16:34:00.000+08:00

at alina's hse now.. juz put up e tagboard... gtg soon, gotta meet ven and li ltr, sheila's here too.. so e text below is obviously written by her.went to SOS last nite, it was super crowded though it was fun! i almost got to witness a fight! ok, now funny noises r coming out of sheila's mouth coz alina's stranggling her. ya, abt e fight, they onli got to exchange mini blows but a fight didnt

void in the heart FOREVEREND

2003-11-18T23:06:00.000+08:00

sigh... quite disappointed i didnt get to play pool in e end. walked all e way frm cine to lucky plaza den loo n jan decided not to play coz it was too late... =( but its nv too late to play pool! n i had to go home by myself. coz jan's dad cld send them home! it was such a long n lonely ride home. ahhh!! im going to kill chan, she forgot to return mi my sappy story book, haha, sheila almost

2003-11-16T12:28:00.000+08:00

juz finish chemistry tuition. totally forgotten tt i was suppose to have tuition, till she came. so when she arrived i was still in bed.. i had this realli funny dream last night! dreamt tt i went to meet my 'in-laws'... haha, it was realli weird, i was helping them to make e bed and all e beds were lined up in one row in e living room, n guess wad.. i messed everything up. Hope it wldnt turn out

2003-11-10T13:34:00.000+08:00

met him in e end tt dae! we went to watch identity... n it was e bestest movie ever! let mi tell u e twist! hahaha... cover ur eyes if u plan to watch it but e 10 pple in e motel r actualli e 10 different personalities tt's in this crazy man's mind... its realli interesting n thrilling.. at first u think a murderer is after them, den u wld think tt e motel is haunted, but actualli it's coz e man

2003-11-07T13:21:00.000+08:00

having my lunch now. suppose to meet bbb ltr on, but.. he says it's better fer mi to stay at home.

2003-11-05T11:09:00.000+08:00

it was.... like sh*t! hai, shouldn't have studied all night last nite, wasted my time, i did passage base fer my seen n prose for my unseen, i shoudnt have done part (a) fer my seen! but nvm, i alreadi scolded myself enough on my way home. cant get my B3 alreadi. hai, might even fail! but e good news is tt i dun have to touch lit forever fer e rest of my life! yay! i wish i had taken another

2003-11-02T12:47:00.000+08:00

Sometimes we never see the warning And the voice in your head tells you not to go It really makes me wonder why somethings happen when they do It really makes me wonder why it wasn't me instead of you And when you say It doesn't matter well it does And all it takes Is a mistake to eat your words Just one more time I think I'll drive on home tonight And when you look its gone its too late to

2003-11-02T12:23:00.000+08:00

I'm sinking slowly So hurry hold me Your hand is all I have to keep me hanging on Please can you tell me So I can finally see Where you go when you're gone If you want to I can save you I can take you away from here So lonely inside So busy out there And all you wanted was somebody who cares All you wanted was somebody who cares If you need me you know I'll be there -michelle branch.all you

2003-10-31T18:21:00.000+08:00

woke up earli n tired at 8.30am. went to bishan macs to study by myself... yes... all by myself... studied in e freezing cold till abt noon when i saw TWINS wearing e same addidas top! one was called pornstar, n e other abcdavid... actualli they're daniel n david! long time no c. looking good... btw, i didnt call daniel a pornstar for nthng, he had it printed on e back of his shirt. so my day

2003-10-30T21:40:00.000+08:00

wasted almost my entire day todae... not productive at all. woke up at 11! so late! n erm, watched charmed again. read one lit essy, had lunch den finished another lit essay. yup, tt's all i did, read thro' 2 essays ONLY! how to go SA!? went for biology lessons in sch at abt 6.30.. suppose to b there at 6pm. poor looloo haD to wait 20 mins fer mi at e bus stop outside sch. bbb came to visit mi

2003-10-27T19:07:00.000+08:00

im gonna make this a short one. juz changed e butterfly poem thingy to babyboy by big brovaz... its mushy, but i like it! since im on tt subject... tt stupid bbb duno how to reply msgs! hmmm... today wasnt realli productive, im alwayz wasting my evenings! doing stupid stuff like watching some chinese show which i have alreadi watched. THE TV IS ALWAYZ THERE, FOREVER! BUT IF U DONT STUDY NOW, UR

2003-10-26T17:41:00.000+08:00

haha. sheila juz to let u noe i juz changed e password before reading my blog. btw, looloo dun wanna do e blog with mi alreadi, so now its juz kelly's blog. solo! yup aniwae yesterdae was my birthday n i think i fell in love all over again... with sa! n to have e open hse on mi b'dae... muz b FATE! hmmm.. realli hope i can get in, if i cant, i'll b DAMN sad... trying to appeal thro dance, but

2003-10-26T00:15:00.000+08:00

happy birthday kelly!!!!!! love, sheila. see!if you change your password then i wont be able to put sweet stuff!

2003-10-23T17:53:00.000+08:00

hey again... i dun think i nid to thnk sheila any more since she has alreadi praised herself all over my blog. i better change my password b4 e blog becomes her 'egoland'. i duno wad tt means either. aniwae i had a LONG LONG LONG dae... had lit e whole morning n after tt mrs how??? persuaded us to stay back to do some chem test. so evrything ended onli at 3.30! longer den a normal sch dae. my dad

2003-10-22T00:02:00.000+08:00

woohoo!!i got it back up and running..all hail sheila the great..haha.yeah whatever..love you meis!muack.

2003-10-21T23:49:00.000+08:00

dear..it isnt LAP year..its the LEAPT year..hahhaa..yup!ciaos..hope this is workin now..muack...

2003-10-17T23:42:00.000+08:00

its been long since i last 'made an entry'. yup, n e nxt one isnt gonna b soon either... juz realised tt o levels r in abt 16 days time. *sCarEd* i regret taking a brk after prelims. now i have to start revising again. my b'dae's 8 days away! according to my lovely fourSEVEN angels, this yr is a leapt yr! nthng much happened 2dae, went to sch fer bio right on time! BUT went to e wrong class.

.olleh

2003-10-06T23:05:00.000+08:00

hello.li* here by the way.had SAKAE SUSHI for dinner just now with mummy.yumyum.Met that guy working there again.brought back horrible memories. Jan and kuku: You shld know what i'm talking abt. I got the unusual stare from him.A look that tells me that " oh you're that girl who did not have enough sth that day!" and blardy idiot, go tell his colleague so LOUDLY, practically the volume of

2003-10-06T16:57:00.000+08:00

hey... l's at k's hse again, trying to do up our blog. yup, supposed to be studying... especially after listening to ms tan's 'anxiety' talk. aniwae, we got back our prelim results n it turns out, we get to go to a jc for e first three mnths. *relieve* yup, n sheila, thnx alot for helping us do e blog, except for e kelly loves sheila marquee... school was alright, e same retarded pple did e same

.yawn

2003-10-06T00:50:00.000+08:00

ok yay..got it all up.. anyways kelly/liwen..you can change the tagboard color if you go to zonkboard.com log in with same username and password as your blogger one. when you log on, there will be crosses next to the names on the tagboard..that means you can delete the msg..no one else can see the crosses..if got any problems ask me alright? wanna go sleep now..hope this template is fine..ciaos!

hellohello..all hail sheila the great

2003-10-06T00:15:00.000+08:00

alright..set up new template..thank me!!anyways..hmmmm put in the pimp song..since you like it...what..a few wks ago? haha.but yeah..any new songs you can just search fer it and slot it into the bg sound thingy....must be wav file darhling....anyways..yuppers...is this ok?anything you wanna add like msg alert box..or msg status bar..or that cursor trailer thingy..or whatever....like you click

sheila rocks

2003-10-05T22:56:00.000+08:00

ok..trying my best to set up kellys thingy...oh wells..as you all already know.. kel loves sheila.

first entry

2003-10-05T19:15:00.000+08:00

i cant wait till friday... can finally get my fone back. supposed to be out having dinner now... hmmm... my life's quite boring, nthng much to say, but do visit when u're bored, im sure looloo wld have many retarded things to add. tt smart woman blocked my sim card yesterdae!!! because she kept keying in her password thinking tt e sim card in her fone was hers... now tt's my loo loo... haha. i